Jerry Garver - Site Memorial Online

Dad... I miss you so much. You have no idea how much I miss you and how often I think of what life would be like if you were still here...

Dad, 

I'm not sure if you hear my voice when I talk to you, but I believe your there listening. Sometimes its almost as if your speaking through me. I can't explain how much I miss you and how much it hurts to think about you, so I do my best to stay strong. To look at my family and loved ones for motivation and strength to keep going every day. There's so many things I was looking forward to with you, and I know it will never happen. Life is not always fair and sometimes doesn't make sense, so we try to make sense of everything. The only sense I can make of your passing would be that God decided your heart was so pure and ready for heaven that it was time for you to be with him. It makes me feel greedy and selfish because this family has lost too much too soon and we don't deserve it. Never the less, I will continue to focus and make wise decisions to honor you and make you proud. You may not be here physically but you are with me eternally, and no one will ever take that from me. I will breath you in, for you are forever eternal. I love you dad.